&the greying vision

Tuesday, March 06, 2007 7:52 PM

should i be happy or depressed?
has been convincing myself to be happy.
at least i could get into the course i wanted.
i tried convincing myself to be happy as i know my 2nd and 3rd year will be in sentosa.
i tried convincing myself thinking that Bianca's in the same school as me.
i tried convincing myself thinking that Samantha and Rachel's in tp.
although i help abit in lifting my spirits, i still cant help to think that np is not my school.
it might sound stupid for me.
and i know it's stupid.
and i know i gotta resign to fate.

i'm happy for those who gotten the choices they wanted(which most of you did).
and all the best for those who are going to appeal.

completed LoveContract
and i love it.
it's so sweet.
now looking for new drama to watch.
ohh.
my sister coming home to stay for good.
and i hate it.
cos it mean

one, no sneak out in mid nights
two, no stay over of my darlings.
three, cannot stay out late.
four, cannot go our so freq.
five, i dun have the whole room for myself.(i've lost my privacy)
six, i cant slp on queen size bed ANYMORE!
seven, i cant have my 4 pillows and one bloster and two blankets any more!
eight, i'm gonna lost my freedom for good.
nine, i cant watch tv till late night anymore.
ten, i gotta listen to more naggings!

oh man!
i can simply list out ten scary things for the monster to come home!
and the list goes on.
omg omg omg!
wth!
but it's actu good for her.
cos she found a new job.
and a higher pay.
which means i can ask her to pay for my stuff more.
=D
pros and cons.
just gotta accept it.

more meet ups with diff ppl on diff days.
and i'm gng to zoo next week!
it's been years i've went there.
omg omg omg!
and gonna go with jerome and jayden!
=D

loves,
`cindy

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he loves me!

i love him! =D

this is how handsome he could get!

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